Why does it feel like its replaying all over again
late night writing.
I know its easy for others to dismiss our time together as merely young love, but I know exactly how I feel and, I love you I love you with every ounce of my being. You bring peace to my heart and mind and I thank you for loving me the way you do and most importantly recieving my love in return. Im genuinley happy that its you I choose to invest my entire heart on I swear I value you for everything that you are and arent despite the fact that sometimes it may not seem like it…your the perfect friend the perfect lover your just the epitome of perfection….i know you know that I love you but I wish I could make you understand the actual depth of it. Maybe, hoping, one day…you will.
Something my mom basically said to me. And I managed to find it in english.
The world ain’t all sunshine and rainbows. It’s a very mean and nasty place and I don’t care how tough you are it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. But it ain’t about how hard you hit. It’s about how hard you can get it and keep moving forward. How much you can take and keep moving forward. That’s how winning is done! Now if you know what you’re worth then go out and get what you’re worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hits, and not pointing fingers saying you ain’t where you wanna be because of him, or her, or anybody!…Cowards do that…
That moment you go without seeing someone you really care about and your fine but once you see them you see why you caree so much. Yeah that feeling sucks
Things I hate about you.
— I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive your car. I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme. I hate it, I hate the way you’re always right. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry. I hate it when you’re not around, and the fact that you didn’t call. But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you. Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all
the way I spoke about my best friend today I never thought I’d have to say the things I did that it pained me but I feel like it was the only way. I know he heard it but I know he understands the point I was trying to get across. But I know I didn’t say anything wrong. Luis knows I love the shit outta him. I already send my apogly’s to him.
On another note..its almost the end of the year. .
I was feeling a bit more different about stuff till I got that phonecall
At this age, everything is changing. Day by day we don’t notice, but just look back over the past year and you will realize everything has. People you thought were going to be there forever aren’t, and people you never imagined you’d be speaking to are now some of your closest friends. Life makes little sense, and the more we grow the less sense it will make. So make the most of it now, before it all changes once again, because in the near future, all of this is only going to be memories.